Wednesday, April 04, 2007
wanna just talk before i'm left tired after a day...it's exactly two weeks to my first paper. damn! i'm so lagging that i wonder how bad can i get. yes, i revise but then i couldn't get my interest sustained for long coz i take very long to understand a point. why is it that i have an expectation but i don't work hard or hard enough towards it? i just plainly accept what's given... nevermind. you don't understand.
have been lost again for the last couple of weeks. in dreamland. in wonderland. in fantansyland. in whateverland. lost, totally. didn't know what is the focus of my life again. forgotten what i'm aiming for already... been down, been up. been there. now, i just wanna get things over with, with whatever remaining strength left to propel me forward.
today chionging tuitions coz this friday is good friday, and my tutees(or their parents) don't like tuitions on saturdays... fine. just finish them all today and tomorrow. daddy mummy going ipoh with relatives tomorrow night, will be back on sunday. so this long weekend just lemme rest. lemme regenerate my energy, and lemme find something to drive me on...
for oli, well, just make do with my presents for you alright. i've wanted to do something for you, but then i keep forgetting so forget that. hope saturday you will see me, at least for a while also good? my dear idiot, surround me please~
oh yar, today is avril dear's birthday... happy happy birthday! don't think you will see this, but still wish you so. and yup, i shall write in ur guest book next week ok. i won't be as bad as wq and cs de... and i must say we'll be the only "ones" left of our group once the others go for their IAs next sem, so we must stick together ah... don't leave me out, drag me outta nuahness.
okie, lunch time before i go for tuitions...
sigh.
It was a love story @ 12:22
baby,just say yes.
baby,just say yes.
