I miss my zai-nv life
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Just embedded google calendar here so I can share my duty rooster cum schedule cum calendar with my closest ones.
It's gonna be harder planning dates to go out with friends, family and dear dear le. This job makes me feel I'm really not suited for working haha... more suited for home. In the long run, I do hope to continue with my plan of turning to giving private home tuition.
But for now, shall just aim to work for a while and save $$$. This job doesn't require much effort once familiar with the environment, the procedures, the information etc. Heard from seniors that it's a boring job really. Of cos someone new like me surely need more time to adjust to the varying working hours.
Seniors are already telling me the money is good and colleagues are generally fun to work with, work is not difficult thus they are all staying though the only motivation is money. Well, it's afterall a service/hospitality industry which I do suppose it's the people that counts.
Sigh, it's only when doing this job that I realise I'm such a timid. I know there are many reasons contributing to my sense of insecurity; being at home most of the time after graduated, this being my first perm job so cannot compare to temp jobs I've done, first day at work on midnight shift already, the only one newcomer for the shift (I know afternoon shift has 2), came from an engineering (technical) background, my lay-back personality etc etc.
I know maybe I'm more suited for behind-the-door admin work, but that's precisely why I took up this job. I had wanted to make myself try for something different while I'm still young... as it turn out, it is a big thing for me to digest and to adjust myself. I hope I will become stronger la then I will move on to something more relaxing like admin cos I know I'm just a simple-minded girl with no ambition...Labels: Dailys
It was a love story @ 18:14
baby,just say yes.
