finally when i decided to bathe and opened my wardrobe, puzzled was i when i saw a paper bag with a little zoo sticky tape taped on it. it suddenly dawned on me what he had done... i was speechless actually. and all i remembered was he muttered something like 哎呀，我买错了and indeed it was not the baby polar bear i expected, it was more like an adult bear version though it's still cub-looking.
after my bath it's 伤脑精啊！he kept telling me to go to the zoo to exchange, go and change go and change... because he realised it's not the one when he saw a pic of the actual one i wanted while choosing the photos. and maybe i was in a state of denial; telling him the plush wasn't that bad looking, it's cute actually. but he didn't believe me, he insisted i was just trying to console myself and convince myself. haha, if not how?
so i asked wilson if he could accompany me to the zoo tomorrow because Fu can't make it. and i felt so dumb to do that lah... i'm so difficult right. so i thought maybe i shouldn't trouble wilson(though he's my papa can exploit) and learn to do things on my own. Fu repeatedly tormented me by saying "i know you will regret in future if you don't go to change", "if you don't change, you will waste my money leh(coz it's not what you want)", "i rather you go and try, if cannot then buy another one, money can earn back, next time zoo don't have liao, don't cry ah".
cry!
eventually i told him i think i will go... because i hate to regret, knowing i really will. and i agree with him on the combined effort theory: he started the mission for me, and since he didn't achieve it i can correct the mistake and happy ending. yar, i hope i will be able to find the courage to go on my own tomorrow. well, i can't always be protected, gotta find back my strong self.
Labels: Dear, Polar bear
