Tuesday, April 10, 2007
the last weekend just came and went... remember last thursday on which mom and dad were scheduled to leave for ipoh... yeah, it was that horrible night, i was walking home after tuition at 7.30pm. i was able to leave early coz i had planned to go home and see them before they leave house. coz they had to leave house around 8.30pm to take cab to jalan sultan road or what so take the tour bus...
it was not a good day to start off with, coz i was having cramps since afternoon... and while i walked, i thought it was just the cramp, and it was going to go away sooner or later. and i just had to walk faster to go home and rest. BUT it didn't get better... worse still, my legs were trembling and weak at that time.
AND, i was barely halfway home when i felt the spells, it was like hey, what's wrong with my eyes? why was everything so blurry and shaking... then i just paused and tried to calm myself down. ok, i thought i felt better and i took a step.. oh that was a bad move, i really almost fell down. so i bent over and sat down on the pavement.. that's like so un-glam. but nvm... i need to feel better.
thereafter, i called mom and she called dad coz dad still haven't reach home from work at that time which was around 7.35pm? and then mom called back asking me to call dad and all i remember was a series of calls... the plan was for me to rest and when dad's exit PIE, he would go over to pick me up. i wasn't able to sit for long, i sat for a while and i thought i should be able to cross the traffic junction... and i went.
i crossed the junction and walked for like 10,20metres then i couldn't take it... i could just faint if i didn't instinctively squatted down. lucky for me, i held back my panic attack. otherwise i think i would have cried. i called mom once again, and she volunteered to go find me. at that time, i was 20metres to the mobil petrol station(luckily)... coz when she came a couple of minutes later, i had to go to the loo... bleh. my tummy hurts and my legs were not functioning... she had to literary drag me to the loo and i was so glad when dad reach the petrol station while i was in the loo. coz i heard him shout thru the toilet door... lol.
we reached home around 8.15pm and dad had to quickly bathe and had dinner and they both rushed out. coz they rushed, mom took my camera without its battery and i felt bad when i heard dad was unhappy about that. well...
i still don't know why the sudden fainting spells. perhaps it was the cold choc milk i drank in the afternoon? or the mango juice i had during tuition?
whatever it was, it was a bad experience k...
the following two days were spent being a nanny and babysister; making breakfast, taking out and in the laundry, buying lunch, cooking dinner, mopping floor... neverending list of household chores. despite all that, i was happy coz i had Fu for company~ thanks dear.
didn't had time to chat with via at her party last saturday coz she had to entertain her other friends. and i just realised it's been really long since don't know when was the last time we really chatted. i hope she likes the stuffs i got for her and suits her, and i think she should know the meaning of those special ones. got a call from her last night which i missed... i was on bed when she called. i wonder why she called right after midnight, when she's just turn 21. but i sleepyly cancelled her call. haha, sorry about that. we can chat another time right?
Dear via,
You've been a special friend to me since the day we've met. And it's been four years since that day... We used to bicker, or at least i would snap at you whenever i disagree with you back in the jc days. That's probably the reason why you were scared of me at times. We're both stubborn, but i'm more. And i'm petty and somehow we are almost direct opposites in nature and personality.
Your personally is something i admire, for it's so unique in you. You never fail to seek to resolve things in the most peaceful ways. Although sometimes, this is the weakness in you. Remember how you used to call yourself weird? :)
I missed the times we had together... like we used to buy some things for each other on the certain day of each month, share gossips and jokes and thoughts, how we would call each other on our journey home back then... not forgetting the little notes and letters and junks. *holding back tears*
There are things i couldn't remember on my own, i would need you to piece the memories with me. Babe, just want to say even though i'm always acting like i don't care. You do know i care, don't ya? And i just hope like what you said, we will have more memories with each other...
idiot7Missya and Loveya~
Yours, Jan
It was a love story @ 17:47
baby,just say yes.
baby,just say yes.
