Friday, January 29, 2010
Managed to get Yixian's company :) although she wasn't interested in it at all. Especially after we went together to last year's fair... well it was almost the same lah. Other than the fact that the booths were more organised, even the participating companies were the same. Machiam they came only for publicity lor. Whatever.
Yesterday was the first time since convocation that I stepped onto the campus (other than his hall). It was familiar yet so weird. Everything felt different cos like what Yixian said, no familiar faces anymore... and ya all the buildings that were under construction are like already in use liao. Bleah, whatever.
Anyway, met Mr Teo before meeting up with the rest and we went gai gai around. I need to shop! Last minute, I changed the venue to Fish & Co. instead of Dian Xiao Er. Cos DXE mostly need to share, like eating family meal like that and we were not full strength so I chose not to go there. Fish & Co. because it was the only place I didn't mind amongst the western restaurants like Swensen's and Billy Bomber that kind.
Our Seafood platter for 2, it's really not bad but uber filling. So next time I will make sure we order one Seafood platter for 1 to share can liao. Like what the jj+wj and wx+yw did.
Sadly, Mr Teo and I only managed to take two pics using my laoya hp camera against the glass and in the dark... one was ultra pale cos flash against the glass, the other was blacky cos in the dark, sigh so I had to edit a little for our faces to show. Need a new hp with a better camera(if possible)!
Jingxi bought this raspsberry topping cake with some ricecrispy base...the macaroon tasted unearthly to me haha. They said it's green tea flavour ba... maybe that's why it's like sweet and bitter, all too weird.
Alright man, this pic I took of the couple was superb. Cos it's natural... oli's
Sitting arrangement in a rectangle starting from: junnie, collin, oli (sth cropped up at work so she was quite late and made her pekchek), wils, wx, yawen, jingxi, me, him, jj, weijing. Fred had something on with his friends already planned before we did so he didn't join us. Xiuling might have joined us if she wasn't already on mc yesterday. Guess, it wasn't a nice date yesterday :(
I used to really really enjoy sclub 11 gatherings, but over the time I've become like sian sian... I'm so easily moody haflway haha don't know why. Ya I know, the last time we met during christmas was ok ah was really happening but I had in my mind, that's the last anything I'm gonna plan for sc11. I don't know why also... actually we all know 11 is too big a crowd for HTHT.
Is it because everyone is getting busy so interaction also low. Or is it that I cannot join in at all for the topics they talking. I don't know la, but maybe I only can feel like I'm myself around you. Feel safe and secure and not exposed... not having to really hide anything. For one thing I know, sure I've been feeling guilty for being idle at home for so long yet I don't deny I'm enjoying my life now. Something Yixian agrees on.
I know my friends are concerned for me. I know. But what they don't know is that being overly concerned adds on a lot of emotional stress to me. I really dislike having to repeat myself. Don't ask me what's my plans. Don't ask me what interviews I'm waiting for. Don't ask me what am I doing. Don't ask me how I can survive till now. Don't you think I've a bigger hurdle when cny comes and the relatives start asking... gimme a break now.
Who says anything about being a tai tai and did I say I like to idle around? I only like to nuah. They ain't the same. It's so much like that saying "the emperor isn't anxious but the eunuch is". If you need to, just ask me if I've any good news or anything to share. If I do, I will. Otherview, take no for my answer.
Sigh, I guess I need some retail therapy now... Mr Teo, where are we going tmr?
Labels: My birthdays, Sclub11
It was a love story @ 21:44
baby,just say yes.
baby,just say yes.
